Friday, May 04, 2012

The power of Attraction

This is what I want to see myself doing real soon. With my own!!!
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

I need money!!!

Business has been so slow lately. I have been struggling. I have lots of debt on my back. If I start listing, I may just puke. If I start to do my accounts, I may get diarrhea.

Every month, it's just about making ends meet.

I can't even remember how it feels like to go shopping for myself.

I keep getting myself in trouble by making plans that needs money. For the next few months, I have to stop tennis, stop eating out or meeting friends outside unnecessarily.

I just have to make this work. Somehow.
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Posting myself away

Sometimes I wish I can just put a stamp on me and post it to Kauniainen, Finland
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

On the love front....

Things are happening between me and Mr J. The same person I've been going out with for the last 3 years. He is the love of my life. We find comfort, happiness, tenderness, support, respect and love in each other.

Right now, we're both hoping that he gets to do voluntary work in Afghanistan. If that happens, I should tie the knot very soon.

I feel my Jodoh is with him. Insya'Allah.

open as usual...

The centre is still running. My wish to downsize it is not really a good idea, but my wish to reduce the overhead is happening. Izza is leaving this month. In fact tomorrow is her last day. She's been helpful with the Multiplication and Division area.

Restructuring is not too difficult this time. the number of students is under 200 right now. Manju is going to take care of the marking and preparing of C and D. and Chelvi will be helping with teaching C & D. I will be in charge of the lowest to 2A and C & D. Fun!!!

The good news is, training of successors will start next week. So, we'll have extra help starting next week. I do hope from now on, it'll be smooth and in the end, a successful take-over.

Financial wise, it's been tough. too tough to think. BUT, next month is my trip to Siem Reap. I don't even know how that happened. And again, thanks to my good friend, I am also going for the National Conference and the South East Asia & Oceania Conference on the first weekend of June.

Tough it may be.....but life goes on. 

Our new home

This is the latest progress. It should be ready by August. I cannot wait.
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Friends forever? or Not?

In life, we meet many people who sometimes turn out to be friends and some family. Some stay as friends, some come and go. Many friends cross our path, then go and come back again. Some were never in your life, then became close friends at one point in your life, then decides there's no chemistry and gone forever.

I'm blessed with many friends. I am blessed with a gift to make friends. I love those who are always in contact and respect you as a friend. I love those who cherish your presence. I love those who find love and happiness in being friends with me.

However, I'm only human. I make mistakes. I say the wackiest things at the wrong time. I dislike grumpy people. I hate people who like to swear and only have hate for other people. I wish to not be with friends who turn out this way. I don't wish to be around negative friends.

Life in itself is already full of challenge. Although it hurts to move on and forget about friends who have marked your life, sometimes, moving on is the only solution. Moving on and letting go.