Handed in the Letter of Intention yesterday. It feels like a burden lifted from my chest. My responsibility for the last 13 yrs, soon will be over. The area manager made a visit yesterday but it'll be her last visit because she is resigning.

Things feel slightly better today. A bit more refreshing compared to yesterday. There will be one parent's meeting, so I should love that. Area manager will also make a visit. She said the office asked her to persuade me to stay.

Today, managed to file most of my year 2010 bills. And also managed to relax. I felt kinda stressed up today.

Tomorrow, my area manager will be visiting and I planned to give her my Letter of Intention. It is tough but it is something I must do.
I must be calm and be sure. Insya'allah, things will be better for me by end of 2011.
Amin!

My good friend suggested reading books recommended by Network 21, so I picked up Simon Thomson's book:WHILE YOU'RE IN A TRAFFIC JAM, I'M PLAYING GOLF!.
I think reading will keep my mind occupied.

Phone blog

No U Turn

That's what it is when it comes to freedom of speech. You can say what you like, but once you're not careful, it can eat you up again. It has happened to me many times, but I'm still doing it again and again.

Today, my mom's advise to me was "Be Careful what you express in FB!!!!" I have just hurt the feelings of my cousin from the remarks I did about her dad. I was just upset, disappointed and stupid.I have to let it be. Do my own things and just be grateful of whatever I have and may never have, even though it's meant to be for me. It's only material things, and it's not the only source of happiness.

I need to grow up!!! and be calm.

signing off: a hyper active woman!

Feeling so small

I woke up at 4am this morning realizing I have nothing in this world that can guarantee of my survival till I die.I can only strengthen my spiritual believe and my faith.

I live in a family home, that can be taken away anytime. I run a learning centre, that can be taken away anytime, even after 12 years of hardwork.

I know I will be able to fight all these. Everything that you own while you're still living is just for awhile. You bring what you believe inside you till you die. That matter.

For now, I have to live on a day to day basis.