I am again hit by my nervous feeling. I handed in the letter that Mr O had requested, about my change of plan and passed it to Ms Area Manager. I had to ask her what is happening before she told me they're arranging for another meeting for me. ANOTHER WAIT??? This is so challenging. My veins at the back of my neck is stiff again. I can't pray at the moment so I must zikir non stop.
I just want for everything to be back to how it was so that I can go on with living.