Not feeling too good again

Tonight I just feel like crap. I am still quite disturbed by the problem I am facing right now. I managed to secure an appointment with the labour officer next Thursday and he clearly said that the compensation is something I do need to pay. How am I going to get the money? Mr R mentioned that he is able to fork up the money on an instalment basis. However, knowing the monkeys, they will want it one lump sum. 

I suppose I should focus on getting that done...talk about it with the officer. My aim now is to settle it before the 20th of August. I dont even wish to face them next month. I would puke.

What have we got ourselves into?