I was very stressed up during the day today. Seeing the 2 clowns having relaxing time at the centre while the rest trying to meet the Friday crowd...not fun at all. But right now, I don't want to deal with clowns.
I did a private yassin tahlil for myself and feeling much better now. I had no idea I could bring myself closer to Allah this way.
I think in the end, I'm learning much more than what I thought I could. I'm glad.