A roller coaster ride really can't describe what I'm going through right now. Roller coaster ride stops after a few minutes...mine doesn't. I should take it positively and should say: 'so much excitement!'
Had my final meeting with the boss yesterday. I didn't come out of it as happy as I had imagined as decisions were still not made! He was so against my sacrifice to put my future on hold. But I was very firm about my intention.
Just a few minutes before I left the house this afternoon, I received an email from him asking me to write him a letter in black and white regarding my intention to retract my letter. That's the most positive sign I've ever received in months! So I'm going to be just happy for now.