Blame it on PMS or the weather, I do feel extremely down today. This happens every month or every other month. This week, everyday, I would come up with issues that on normal days I can usually handle. On Monday, it was the short of fund for royalty payment. On Tuesday, it was over an email and whatsapp chat I had before lunch. On Wednesday, the shortpayment of royalty payment issue crept up. And today, everything is against me.

Should I go back for counseling help? I should consider it. I am facing a lot of changes this year and I must prepare myself for all kinds of weather.

Right now, I wish I have more money and less debt. Right now I am missing Juha and his company. Right now I just want to break away.