Monday, February 27, 2012

it's too tough

I have been with Juha for 3 years now an it hasn't been easy. The trips we shared were really wonderful, minus the Laos trip where I just don't feel him being there. We've been to places from one end of the world to the other. I am hopeful, but I am trying to make myself understand that I have to accept whatever comes my way. It would be too embarrassing for me if it doesn't happen between us.

At this point, we don't even know if we have a date we want to call THE DAY. we have talked about getting together. but there isn't any firm date. I do get frustrated and tired for thinking about it.

i hope he will pick a month or season that he wants us to be together. I am doing all I can here. 

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